He knew
He knew all from the beginning
Had it all from the beginning
Let us hold him from the beginning
To see how it is to Love from the beginning
Whatever consciousness is, He had it perfectly aligned with His divine and human natures, moving and embracing God’s Wisdom and Human Reason through the years. He knew who He was from the moment He took one cell of Mary’s body and agreed to become dependent on fragile baby’s body.
The hidden years of Jesus are polished arrows on the back on his Dad and his other dad’s quivers. Those memories of first smile, first giggle, first steps, first bruise, first play, first word are left for them to enjoy and us to experience on our own. He felt how our limited emotions can not fathom the Great Love. He was not spared the sorrows, being moved to the limits of friendship, choosing to forgive over and over. He wasn’t smitten by popularity neither by conniving crowds, seeing where it all comes from and recognizing the vulnerability in Himself. He could count the hair on his head in millisecond and commend the angels to strike the most wicked yet He walked under the burden of what He made as He spoke it into beginning of time as the Word eternal.
Not one moment wasted.
Running over and over to the arms of his mom and dad, He tasted to see.
And Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and man. - Luke 2:52